Addicted to Him. Episode 12
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???? Addicted to Him ????
Written by Feathers
Episode 12
(Goddamn nature)
Miguel’s POV
Oh my! She looked hurt. My words probably hurt her.
Maybe I shouldn’t have said that . I stylishly looked at her and I could see her face expressing sadness
I kinda feel guilty , I sincerely do not want to have anything to do with anyone , either male or female
She doesn’t understand the reason behind my decision, I do not really mean to hurt her
She’s kinda funny but very clumsy , even though I had always punished her , I must confess that I like how she comes to me to disturb me
I always pray that she won’t change , I shouldn’t have said she’s disgusting
Should I apologize ? If I do , she may feel pompous or something
“Sawyer !” I called and she looked at my face pathetically
“I’m sorry ” I said in my mind but it’s very hard to say audibly
The word seems heavy in my mouth
I looked at her face and when I couldn’t say it , I looked away
After we had received the first lecture
“Why did you call my name few hours ago?” She looked at me and asked
I really wanted to speak to her , I wanna apologize to her , I do not wanna snub her again but it’s not part of me
I do not like to associate myself with people
While I was thinking of what and how to reply
“I know you will snub” She said and looked away
“Gosh! You such a proud boy, you hate me and I hate you too ” She said
“Not like I hate you Sawyer ” I said in my mind
I wanted to say it out but I can’t
“I wish I can stop being addicted to you” She said softly and silently but I heard
I sighed and looked at her , she didn’t bother looking into my face
“Sawyer !” I called again
She set her gaze at me expecting me to talk but conversing with people hasn’t being part of me
I stay alone most times , Just I and myself, she thinks I truly hate her not knowing that it’s just my goddamn nature
“Are you dumb! Why are you calling my name ? Can’t you speak?” She asked angrily
Oh my! She’s rude too , why did she have to be insulting me and that’s why I punish her to teach her lessons but she never learnt
I took my face away from her , I don’t like being insulted
But why do I have to call her name too without saying anything ?
