????ADDICTED TO HIM????
Written ✍ by feathers inspired ????
“Calm down sawyer ” he tried to assure me but I knew something was up.
“Dont tell me to calm down, answer the damn question what happened to my baby!??? I scream at him.
He looked away and sobbed even more
Just then the doctor came in
” ohh miss sawyer I see you up, how do you feel now” he asked but I wasn’t buying that shit.
“Doctor what happened to my child'”
“Erm actually….. Am so sorry miss sawyer but… We lost your child”
“???? What??? I turned to look at Miguel but he just looked away and sobbed
“No this can’t be true, my baby isn’t dead” she yell out tears
I couldn’t look at her cause I feel ashamed after making a promise not to be the cause of her tear here I am.
Maybe she doesn’t deserve someone like me at.
“Its all your fault Miguel and I swear I would never forgive you for this I hate that I love you just get outta my sight Miguel ” she yelled at me
That’s what I deserve, I couldn’t utter a word I just had to leave maybe should come back when she is calm.
Am so sorry sawyer, I didn’t mean to abandon you in time of needs I hope you forgive me.
I walked outta the hospital to my house I know my mum will be worried sick by now.
I feel like my whole world is shattered, have been hurt alot I think its high time I let him go,
My baby is gone all because of Miguel
I cried so much till I couldn’t anymore
Was discharged later on due to my insistence.
If tho I couldn’t walk was given a wheel chair ???? for assistant
I had to talk to the doc to give mum a call who came shortly to take me home
When we got home I had to tell everything to mum
Who in turn wept too, she doesn’t wanna see Miguel any where close to me.
I cried all night, as sweet memories of me and Miguel came flooding.
Can’t lie I love him so much
I doubt if I can live without him
Am happy he regained his memory but at the same time I want him to move on with his life
Because ion know if I would be able to forgive him at All